the Xmas singing project. (T.T)

you know what day today is? no, i don't mean the chinese festival dong zhi i'm talking about me. i bet most of you have forgotten, huh?

today is the day that i, with a bunch of ppl older than me, sing in public, representing our church, at brem mall, for two nights, for the VERY first time. (OvO)

omg i don't even think the ppl were arranged properly and NOW we've gotta sing? gimme a break! we don't even know how to stand together yet? are you supposingly to tell me that we're all gonna stand in clusters, hogging around the mic so that the ppl can hear us louder??? why don't we just get a new and better mic then? aargh. this is the only thing that's been bugging me. oor should i say i have two, in exact, the second problem is my own private matter. so i'm not gonna say.

ok, i lose, i'll say it.

i tend to break my voice very often. is that a good thing? plus i've got stage fright. can i really do it? for consecutively 2 nights? plus carolling on the 23rd and 24th, and the finale on xmas night. i already broke my voice yesterday night and sunday night. so for the whole week my voice is gonna break. thank god for saturday -- no japanese tuition+no more singing. didn't know there'd come a day where i hate singing.

it's just another eventful tuesday nya~

today got a placement test for my japanese classes in the new school(for me) IBT(Institut Bahasa Teikyou). when i went there, the place was so scary. it was quite a secluded area(although it was situated at a housing area by the highway, it was actually on a hill, so there were lots of trees and the shadiness looms... plus the building looked kinda old fashioned and didn't look much like what i expected... maybe it's because i'm too citygirl-like?)

it was quite a OK place. ground floor i see a kindergarten(!!) for japanese children. all so cute and so fair! omg i wanna pinch their faces. and all of them were speaking japanese. but because it's children, so the words that were spoken were quite easy to understand. so, have to go upstairs. then went up to the second floor, i look up and look at the hallway. walao... this looks exactly like my school's office and staff room... then feeling tensed and so on... eep!

went in the office, saw the lady who welcomed me the other day. she's very nice. she went in to the staff room(teacher's office) to get my future lecturer to interview me. my dad went off to midvalley(5 minutes walk from the place, cos he walk over the overhead bridge so it was only 5 minutes. no kidding!) while i was interviewed by Yano-sensei. nice lady, in her late twenties or thirties?? i suck when i talk, lots of errors. but i got better when it came to the question papers.(may i add that i took two different sheets of question papers, each that contains 4 fully printed pages with japanese letters?) it was very similar to what i had learnt in ICLS.

finished it and the teacher said that i could skip one year(beginner's year). went back home with the application form. i made a sad, mourning face to convince my mom that i failed the placement test and couldn't pass(my dad's idea). of course, i couldn't stand anger long so i bursted out laughing after she said how much did you score? loluz.

then my parents made me decide whether i want to go to IBT or not. IBT is very expensive compared to ICLS's courses but IBT finishes faster. then again, IBT is near the centre of the city's heart, so there'll be traffic jams, plus, IBT only have courses like mine for Tuesday and Thursday at 7pm to 8.30pm. These times are very hectic and don't say i haven't thought of the KTM, it's already dark at this kind of time so it'll be very dangerous. whereas ICLS is in subang, subang is easier to get by as there are many highways leading to it. and my parents will be very busy if they had to send me to and fro IBT. so conclusion? continue ICLS. it wasn't easy getting to the decision and i hope i made the right one.

ok. seriousness is over. i'm sure you guys are bored liao. i have to mix in some slang la, or else you all will sianz me. lol XD

later in the evening, i went to a conference with my daddy(again). this conference de title leh is "Forget No More" i don't like to explain everything about it cos there's a book for this so go and buy the book for yourself la or loan from me for only rm3 haha jkjk just borrow if you all want la.

the food very simple(as the active participants say), like pizza tart, chun guin(i keep taking cos so nice especially with tomato sauce), sandwich(omg so damn tasty, just a bit dry jor), muffin(tastes very bad) and biscuit(yucky oso) only. then the drinks are coffee(i don't like coffee) and tea(i pour 3 sticks of brown sugar then pour milk but i 嫌 not enough but no more jor T.T, my dad said so sweet can drink meh?! hehe, i like sweet tea geh~) then time to go in liao, so went to toilet b4 that...

the speaker(not the hardware, i mean the person that's gonna talk) is mr anant something something. he's an indian national record holder for memory(whereas his brother is world champion O.O) he can really remember random numbers in just 1 minutes(the numbers that were written by us, the audience were really random and long)! so geng le. but then again, i predicted every single thing he might talk about, except for the VAP(Visualisation/Association/Pleasure) thing and the body list thing la. i can still remember the random items he wrote on his presentation, perfectly! it's now stuck in my head~~

then halfway, gorogorogoro... my tummy ache la. must be the milk+tea just now lo... den have to ding for so long only went back and gao tim. my daddy now sticking to all of the rules... so i have to listen to him oso... haizzz..... T.T

【lyrics】Koi wa Sensou || Love is War

[the first half of the lyrics are translated very good but the latter half not that great]
lyrics: youtube and anime lyrics dot com
artist: supercell/ryo
vocaloid: hatsune miku

mou yukiba ga nai wa
kono KOI no NETSURYOU
aa
(Now there's no where to go
In the heat of this love  AAH)

haiiro no kumo
MONOCHROME no kensou
hizashi wa kageri
yuugure wa iro wo kaete iku
aa sekai ga nijin de
soredemo suki de irareru ka nante?
wakatteru
kedo dou sureba ii no
doushitara dou sureba?
BAKA da na. wataSHI--
(Gray Clouds
Monochrome bustles
Sunlight casts shadows
Dusk is changing its colours
Ah The world is blurring
Even so, will I still LOVE you?
I know.
But what am I supposed to do?
What can I, How can I?
What a fool... I AM--)

HAJIMERU no yo
kore wa SENSOU
ureshii sou na kimi wo miru nante!
setsu naru koi
sore wa TSUMI
misete ageru watashi no OMOI Wo--
(Let's BEGIN
This is WAR
Oh, to see you being pleased with some one else!
Earnest love
That is SIN
I will show you how I FEEL--)

sakende mita 

MEGAHON wa kowareteta no
dore dake senobi shitatte

kimi no shikai ni hairanai

aa, itsunomanika hareta sora

zenzen niawanai
kimochi ga osaerarenakute
doushitara dou sureba

naite nanka   nai n'dakara ne--

(The megaphone I shouted into has broken
However much I stretch, I'm not in your field of vision

Ah, the sky cleared before I knew it and it doesn't suit me
I can't hold my feelings back
How can I, what should I... 

Because I'm not going to cry--)

DAISUKI--

(I LOVE YOU--) 

tatakau no yo   HAATO o ute
shudan nante erande'rarenai
SUKAATO hirari misetsukeru no yo
kimi no shisen ubatte miseru no

geigeki youi
senkyou wa ima da furi na no desu
koi wa moumoku
kimi no kuchidzuke de me ga sameru no 

(I'm fighting, shooting for the heart

I didn't choose this way
I'll show you how my skirt flutters
And steal your gaze away

Prepare for a counterattack

I'm fighting a losing battle

Love is blindness

Your kiss opens my eyes)

ohohoho~ i'm BACK!

YESH. i'm BACK. ohohohohoohoo~

so much thx to hy(huiyi) for kcing my blog while i was gone. love the fact she even bothered to look into Yamai's song. Lol! the Yamai post was a random thing! that means she was so bored till she went to listen! loluz...

hmm... what else should i post eh... err, talk about the music above la. current song here, 【EAGER LOVE REVENGE】, is actually an album(not sure where can buy, or is it really available in the market) that is all about Remix Versions of "Koi wa Sensou"/"Love is War"(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1Dqb6uJ8WY) by Vocaloid(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vocaloid) Hatsune Miku(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vocaloid#Hatsune_Miku) created by different people. there's nine remixes altogether, but i only linked the four that i like most, there's also 08 that quite okay de, but dk why cannot add. hehe. 

but of course, will hear until "ni" de. so have to change the song after placement test. ohya, why not i just add in a little more, hei? placement test on tuesday! for my new Japanese class. also very far from home. and must go on weekdays.(tuesday and thursday) the place is somewhere near Midvalley, err, also can be known as Japan Society or Teikyo Instituition, i think. haha! i very "dai mung dong" wan, loluz, pray that i can pass the placement test so that they can put me into Beginner 2 la, then don't need to waste too much money(omg RM970 la!!!) 

hahaz, now very actively playing TinierMe, now need to donate money then only can get all the cool stuff le... at least they are having the ring event for now la, then can earn a little bit more chibi-coins la. i'm supposed to have my 200 chibi-coins la!(chun got sign up so that i can get money ohohoho but the TinierMe make me so geram, didn't give me money... =_=|||) so now i'm saving to buy a chibi-pet! costs 300cc leh... so expensive, plus the food oso! geramnya... so for now need to keep exchanging rings, ehehehe... and must also remember to play Old Maid la!!! geram! i missed a total of 3 days worth of medals! geram geram geram!!! DX


okk, better stop for now, very hungry, must go and eat porridge first(i make de eh! plus parents not at home, only the brother playing games behind me)! okay must ciao liao, ciaossu!!

wasai so long liao

hallo! i'm back! thought i abandon ship(blog) ah? no la, just that i had to stop for a while, too many eyes around me, hehe. but this'll be a short one, cos tomorrow nid to go church, later only type whatever happened on Saturday(fun day, man!) so be guai guai, wait until tomorrow ya!

thanks a lot hy(huiyi)! i rli appreciate you to stop by and try everything. i'll make sure to add your blog later.

and pls, comment more! i know you can't understand japanese, but bear with it! i'll change later. or would you want me to leave it as it is? then you can guess what i write. hehe.

for now, that's all. ciaossu!

whew! hard work ya!

walao today post too many rants liao :D

i just tried to revert my blog skin with a nice one so i tried to change the skins. i kept copying and pasting, copying and pasting, copying and pasting, copying and pasting, copying and pasting...but all also error. so so SO frustrated. then i remember Mun saying, must revert dk wat to classic... so i went to search for the word. i went to posting tab: none, settings tab(like crazy!): none, i'm sure not in monetize so i straight away went to layout tab: yes! found it! so i clicked it.

then, everything looked so alien. wat???? wat happened to all my changes???? ohs* i forgot to SAVE!!!! oh no oh no... but anyway dun care just continue.

so i try to copy paste the codes again. yes! it worked!... for a while. at first everything appeared normally(very organised), then suddenly everything jumped away from each other. the only thing intact was the bgpicture!! ohs* agn. then i tried another. and another. and another. and another. and another... until i finally gave up and reclined to a corner, sobbing and emo-ing... haiz haiz haiz...

afterward i returned to my seat and try to revert it back to the way it was. but... how??????!!!?!?! oh no not again. have to search again... sob sob sob...

(being the low IQ one), i searched every single tab AGAIN. of course, i know it cannot be in the monetize tab so i skipped that as always. and i can't find the "revert" thingy!!! haiz, emo again...

then when i saw the word upgrade under the layout tab, i was like, maybe is this one leh? what if wrong? aiyo i don't want to wrong again leh, got other options or not? ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

no, right? (if it's my mom who i was directing my question to, she'll be in rage liao lo)

so just click IT la!!

loading...

loading... (frowning)

loading...  (going to cry)

redirecting... (what?! where am I going??)

TA-dA!!! back to the page element tab and all my bao-bei are still intact!!! all back to normal!! so happy! (in tears liao) i was so scared la!!!

End. (Zadao...)

Another of Yamai's~~~ :DD

waaai~~~~ another song from yamai-san~~~ just found it on youtube and it's very nice to listen, but kinda emo and cos' i keep listening to it i sienz liao T.T doesn't matter anyway cos' the pics are very pretty!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Phy1cia1iY
i still dk how to share a video from youtube to blogger so i'll try and update the video later. ciao!

lol not observant enuf~~~

i usually watch anime with subs de... den one of my fave anime(still ongoing) i tot updated liao, so i click it and watch. den i realised EH??! why this character's voice so funny wan?? i tot his voice very yeng and geng wan??(note: it's a very scary n strict old man with a lot of authority) den only i realised...

oh s*. dis is RAW.

means not subbed.

ZADAO! no wonder i listen to the voice so intently la!

so, this shows that i'm not observant enuf.

and.

next time pls wait until the subs r out b4 you watch ur fave animes wor~~~

(ZADAO no.#2!!!!)

XD

at world's end...

ya everybody says that the world will end in 2012, maybe it will happen but, hey! we're all still gonna die no matter how, right? sure. the world won't end in 2012, but we'll still go to hell, right? if you're religion sensitive please don't get mad at me. i'm only telling to those who are willing to listen.

hahaz, there was once a speaker(pastor) came to our church to speak, he was teaching us about spreading the gospel. he made an example, "buddhism, after you die you will reincarnate, right? christianity, once you die there will no longer be another life. so why don't you try out christianity? if buddhism is true, you'll just be reborn again, won't you? and if christianity is real, you'll be saved, right? right?" lolz. i laughed as it was quite true.

after that thought, i, of course, don't want to see my friends and relatives suffer as i look at them, they're blaming me for not saving them. what can i do? they wouldn't listen to me. or maybe i wasn't convincing enough, or maybe i don't want to lose them as a friend on earth. so what could i do? when everyone is convinced that it doesn't matter what religion you're in as long as you're sincere and good in the heart?

End.

i kept my promise, did you remember? :D reply ASAP.

haha! i don't think most of you remembered this(da' gals), but i did say that i will be looking for a great(and free) MMORPG to play during the holidays with the whole lot of you, didn't i? hihi~ i've kept my promise and now i'm gonna tell you with my POV(point of view)!

i've tried going to www.the-top-tens.com to check out the top ten MMORPGs around. you can go there to check it out for yourself(cos' i'm only gonna tell you the top5 they hv there). and i had guessed it, WOW(World of Warcraft) stands at Top seat, best MMORPG the world of geeks and game freaks has ever acknowledged. i've already knew that since my trip to America last year. i have to admit, it's got great graphics, great sfx, great bgm, awesome professions(jobs), cool quests(some may be ridiculuos), and more. but there's one thing that keeps me away from it, you have to buy it. yep. it's not for free. if your parents allow, i'm sure you'll have a blast with it. but i don't think they'll buy it for you, unless you've got a whole lot of dough in your pocket. so, X it.

then comes Entropia Universe! i don't really know what does this game do but looking at the TOO-realistic characters reminds me of Second Life. so far i know, Entropia Universe is actually virtual reality in a universal way. that means you're exploring the universe planet-to-planet. but most of it isn't done yet so there's only one planet for now. but i guess if there are more planets to come, it's gonna be lots of fun. but it's not stated what you do and what you can achieve, plus i've never liked virtual reality games, so if it's me, i'll X it.

i never saw this coming. DOMO(Dream Of Mirrors Online) is actually 3rd. i've known the existence of this game since 2005(from漫画周刊) if i'm not mistaken, if you had registered 青苗 when you were in std6, go and read them and you'll find them there. i even when through their sites before lots of times and i knew that this game is fun. but i'm not too thrilled by the fact that it's a chinese background type of fantasy game. the past DOMO had western characs but i don't see them now... so i'm not too sure about it. i don't know about you guys but i'm gonna mark this lukewarm. O it.

ah, Runescape. i've heard of this before sitting for the upsr exams. during that time Runescape was really, really bad. very middle ages. i didn't like the settings at all. even up till now! i'm not very satisfied with its graphics actually. i dk abt the bgm or sfx as i've only seen the gameplay of it. plus the characs are still quite dull. the actions are stiff. definitely X.

finally, Final Fantasy XI. i'm sure every single boy and girl knows these two words very well. Final Fanstasy. it's what complex-minded kids that like cool gadgets and games would always go for. Final Fantasy. ah, even the name sounds cool and mysterious(mind me, for i'm a mystery fan). okay, back to business. as we have seen(or heard) of Final Fantasy is all about high quality graphics/bgm/sfx rpg, Final Fantasy XI can be played as a RPG game or its online mode. i just HAVE to tell you that the graphics is AWESOME(that is if you have the certain requirements for the game). but i rather not recommend this game cos, well, you've gotta buy it. if you're rich, buy it yourself, cos' i'm not gonna waste my money on this(though i know it's tempting, but i  hate wasting money at the same time). it's gotta be a X for me. sorry, Final Fantasy, guess i'll just stick to playing NDS versions...

i'm done with the top five shown on that particular site, but if you want something like MapleStory, LaTale Online is just perfect. it's also a 2d scroller like MapleStory(not 3d), the game isn't bad, but i guess it'll be nearly the same as playing MapleStory, right?

so it's up to you guys to decide then. i'm only here fulfilling my duty(lol).

PS: please at least notify me whether we're gonna play any MMORPGs during the holidays or NOT. also notify me when you all had reached a decision. ASAP.

"no subject"?

it's been long since i last posted. exams were over a week ago and most of my exam papers came back yesterday. since it's spm for the week we on;y go back to school once then WOW! holidays for us. haha. supposed to clean up my room today but ended up typing this out.

the people(fellow students) are planning to go watch "2012" next Monday. i wanna go but it's better not to tag along. my mom might not allow as i'm still her baby girl. haha. plus i might go watch a movie with my parents(promising me to watch "Avatar") so i'll just skip "2012". (afterall i don't go out often to the cinemas. want to but no one to go with, epsecially when my parents only allow me to go out with church fellas.) plus going out with the people to the movies is kinda cliche... you're hanging out in a big group but the main theme for the day is watching a movie in silence. i've experienced that and i don't want to go through that anymore.

i sound very negative today. why? maybe 'cos my foot still hasn't recovered from Sunday's little sprain on the left foot. mraculously only the 4th toe was in trauma. the other toes could move fine. still hurts a little but i can run now. i'm also quite exhausted from yesterdays climb up the stairs. had to bring back all the books i borrowed for the year yesterday. i'm quite low on stamina so i got pain panging in my chest for the whole day, as if it was a minor heart attack. but i'm not too bothered by it anyway.

sigh... feeling hungry. i can smell mom's homemade kimchi and wholemeal bread from here. it's gonna be dinner in an hour or so. i'll just have to ignore the growls.

End.

sigh sigh sigh sigh ... why so long???

if only the exams were earlier... now that it's been decided on the 5th Nov(though it was known long ago) i'm not able to enjoy the freedom from school days without the teacher eyeing on you beadily!!! not to mention we have to go back to school during the holidays to get our reports back!(have i even mention that any additional marks added due to checking errors were not included in our report cards??! i'll get the wallop of my life when my mom sees my poor results!)

nonetheless, it has already been decided so let's just chew on whatever we have now and get ready for the exam's... though seriously i've not a bit of will or determination to study... i am indeed the "last minute" type... lol.

just GAMBATTE without the spirit!!!!! *sad!*

Nothing in the playlist yet, people.

The blogger's remix isn't fully finished yet. Thanks for at least acknowledging the existence of this blog. Will be updated, maybe after exams. Stay tuned to my pm on messenger, yea! :D

Thanks.